Dear TJ…

Hi my baby!

Look at what you’ve inspired. The world will know your name. You are so magical even in spirit. I can’t believe I’m doing this, but you’ve changed me son. I truly wish I could be telling the world how beautiful your first steps were. I wish you were here to radiate your beautiful moonlight amongst us. I’ve learned and accepted (most days) that you were created for heaven and meant to change the world through your Mommy, Daddy, Niya, Jayla, and Tobias. Thank you for the time you tried to stay strong in me, and thank you for loving me from above. I love you so much. My heart still aches from your physical absence. My eyes still fill up with tears when I write to you.

You will never be forgotten my son. You’re forever in my heart and a part of our family.




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Love, Mommy…

April 21, 2020, my husband and I experienced the loss of who we knew was our first born son, Jamir Titan Gurley. As I share my thoughts and feelings, he will be known as TJ and/or Titan.
My hope and prayer for this space is for it to be therapeutic not only for myself, but other women who've experienced pregnancy and/or baby loss. My goal is to build a genuine community where women who were unfortunately thrusted into this life truly find comfort and know they aren't alone. I'm no expert, and I won't pretend to be.

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